9/10/2011

It's already October! I can't imagine it has been so long since I join Fairview! It is really a great experience for me! Not to say the lovely kids and caring colleagues! I enjoy feeding the kids with knowledge and torturing them with homework. They will keep complaining but they will never realize they are the one who earn from all these practices they did and I'm the one who will suffer marking their work! I enjoy torturing my colleagues's ears by talking nonsense in the staffroom once I got free time. I enjoy bullying my colleagues too by saying mean words to them. Haha!! That's the best part..

However, I can't be so lucky to be in a place with only happiness. There is also a lot of dissatisfactions in the school. I must understand the school has their own policy. Employees can never happy with employers, if yes, I'm pretty sure that they are bluffing u.. V can't really do anything as v r the tiny one.. Seeing my friends put so nuch effort but not being appreciated. My coordinator is right, someone is looking at what u do up there and one day u will get rewarded. So jz forget it, they do whatever they want to do and I live with it. If i can't stand anymore, I will just get married and leave! Haha... Quoted from fb, if u wan loyalty, please hire a dog! I'm a human on my own! I am 100% sure I can live without ur job or mayb better without this job too... : )
I am Here jz because I like teaching and I enjoy teaching.

Ps: mayb just because I did not get the foo and this matter really pissed me!! I'm food-minded!!!

6/2/2010

Oh my god, its already Feb!! Its already CNY!! Time really flies so fast... Cant imagine that im already 25 dis year! oh no~~~ Such a scary figure... The wishes from elders are no longer about improvement in studies, but success in career! Maybe few years later, i will be the one who give ang paus to little ones and elderly will wish me to hav baby soon!! Thats the process of life!

Its been one month i started my working life. Its tiring but somehow I have gained a lot of experiences and.... weight too... haha!!! The kids are adorable but horrible sometimes. Teaching is not just to tell them what is contained in the text book or syllabus, but to facilitate them to really understand or comprehend the knowledge! Oh my god, now i realize how great is a teacher!

However, i really cant predict how long will i stay in this job. I have my own planning. I will try to apply for the holiday working in New Zealand. Im stil young, this is the stuff that we should do when we are stil young! Yeah cheers!!! Happy CNY!!!

9/1/2011

天啊！那么就没update blog了！从十月到现在。。。我都不知道自己在忙些什么，就每天忙忙忙。。。
开工一个星期了，天啊，是累到。。。每天都有新惊喜，我真的不懂这样的我能撑多久哦。。。
真的希望自己是好老师，希望能帮助他们！可是，对于幼稚园的学生，我真的束手无策！天啊。。。
还被他们的班主任讲，上完课要叫他们排回椅子，要关projector之类的，我鬼会懂啊！projector又不是我开的！算了。。。他确实真的利害管小朋友。。。
很多很多东西要做，真的很烦啊！我几时才能无忧无虑呢？有时候不是年轻人吃不起苦，而是，你们用人也不要用到那么尽吧！

22/10/2010

U know, i really thank god for bringing u to me!!! U know who i refer to~~~ U always by my side... No matter what happened, u'll still support me... For more than 10years friendship, cheers!!! That hotel, pls start to save money from now k? Then, v will go wen v r 30!!!!

15/10/2010

Yesterday was an historical moment for me! Finally, yes finally, i've completed my my dissertation! Woohoo~~ Been one month i think, almost everyday i spent rm2.10 to go UTM, to meet wit my charming supervisor. Haha~~~ Been felt disappointed, been quarreled with my dearest few times jz becoz of the dissertation, coz i tot i will gonna extend. But now, finally, i finished the draft!! Haha~~ Even when i finished my last exam in my degree last time, i also din felt dat happy~~ Even wen i drive to UTM to photostat my draft, i cant believe it, im smiling wen im driving... haha!!! Even the radio also broadcasting my favourite Jay Chow song, makes my day is so lucky!! Haha~~ Thank god, thank everything!! I finised my 70pages dissertation, I did put effort... Although im quite lazy most of the time. Haha~~ Thanks my supervisor, anyway, although u r busy like hell! haha~~ u r the reason im considering whether am i suitable to become a lecturer or not.. I don wan to be as busy as u do~~
At last, no matter wat, i hav finished my dissertation!! Cheers for me!!! Woohoo~~~~~~

04/10/2010

拜五在电脑室，不小心看到了。。。
突然有想流泪的感觉，也搞不清楚为什么。。。
脑子变成一片空白，看着电脑程式，却不懂我在看什么。。。
好像很久没这种感觉了。。。
病了，很辛苦~~
那些话，在我脑海里一直绕。。。
好在意啊！为什么会那么辛苦~~~
想跟人说说，可是也不懂要和谁说。。。
好想去找思嘉，什么都不问，就借我肩膀，哭一哭吧！
或许，是dissertation的后遗症！
快点结束吧！
我不喜欢胡思乱想。。。

香蕉，看到了不要问我什么事，我真的不想讲！
过了我就会忘记的~~让我忘掉它！

27/09/2010

突然间觉得，一个朋友，真得不好当！
有时，抓得太紧了，我真得会觉得喘不过气来~~
放得太松了，又觉得不够关心！！
只要能熬过这一关，就是真正的朋友了吧！

知道你们会怪我，我也会莫名的自责，觉得自己是不是真得很过分，但是我的性格太叛逆了。。。自己也不懂自己要的是什么~~知道我答应你们了，还反悔不去，知道你们会很不高兴。。。但是，我真得不想。。。也是有我自己的原因。。。你们是我大学里最要好的朋友，可是，现在，感觉我现在谁都不能依赖，是我太冷漠了吗？甚至不想去参加毕业典礼，觉得没什么必要。。。毕业典礼，不是因为毕业而开心，而是朋友一起毕业而开心。。。而我，好像没有朋友。。。如果可以，我不想去。。。看到大家开开心心，而我真得很想逃开。。。就连degree毕业，也没能和你们和照。。。我真得很伤心。。。

有心的话一定可以，但是，我真的有心无力。。。我工作的时间，是你们得空的时间，要我怎么办呢？我也很想念你们啊！多么想回到大学宿舍，讨厌大学交的男朋友，妨碍我和你们更多的相处时间！我讨厌钱，讨厌讨厌！也讨厌像单亲一样的家庭，作为姐姐，要付出那么多，把时间分给了补习学生，家人，朋友，男朋友，学业。。。那我自己的时间呢？