28/3/2010

This morning, went to my grandma graveyard! Wondering, y my aunts and cousins r not coming to visit ah ma graveyard? Haiz.. Thinking of dating my cousins next week to hav a trip there but.. ops, got final to prepare!! really hate dat!! Den, wen my mum n I was walking to the car, v saw a graveyard, wit a lot of fresh flower planted there, including roses, sunflowers... dat is amazing... n wat surprise me is, the person had dead for almost 18years!! But her children stil remembering her... But for my grandma? Haiz.. Pathetic!! Den, v go all the way from masai to tampoi there... Such a long journey.. Dat one is a chinese graveyard.. OMG!!! really is people mountain people sea. So, my impatient dad decided to go bec home. He said 2ml oni go again.. I guess he won go, coz last year v din go wit him, so himself also din go lor.. Haiz.. Pity ah gong also.. I really think v should respect our ancestor, so if my dad din go 2ml, mayb i will make a trip on tues.. haha...

Then, we decided to go Bukit Indah Jusco to buy mirror for my car.. Coz last time v also bought there!! Its really cheap!! Oni rm5.90+10% discount. Haha... But, the journey is so long!! For me, i always cut queue... So, as usual, i skip the troublesome traffic light and went into small lorong there... Stil takes me 30mins to reach there.. Don understand y they wan to make so many traffic light there.. Also, I suddenly went into the shop 29!! Normally all the clothes there is RM25.. But they wan to clear stock, so all becomes RM10!! My first reaction is: OMG!! Last time i bought RM25 per piece, how can u!!!! But, wen i went in, the clothes dat i bought all is not sold there.. Phew, luckily, not so heart pain... Den, i bought 2 nice shirt for myself coz its really CHEAP!! haha...


~ The original mirror in Wira is really too small.. I cant c clearly at all ler...


~ Wanna buy a non-slip pad and the hook... But hor, dono how to fix the hook.. Hope Rou can help me... Haha...


~ I like Bling Bling!! Haha... Gonna wear it with shorts...


~ I really like dis pinku pinku... dis one is nice for ppl having smaller xxx (ops rou, im not saying u.. haha)


Then, went to Tea Garden.. Dis is the place wher Hwawa Chan strongly recommended.. Got few memories there.. Haha...In fact, i stil feel the food there is ok only lar.. Took some photo there...


~Dear mummy so pretty in dis pic oh...


~ Me n mummy....


~rou rou n mummy...


~ Myself...


~ banana toast.. Not bad wor...


~ dis word look like "katak"

Come bec, rush to tuition. But wen i was about to reach my hse, there was a stupid indian, simply parking!! After i press "hon" for quite some time, he stil don1 to come n move his car.. so i try to go through it... so scared will scratch either one of the car.. but luckily, wit my expert driving skill.. i stil maintain to get through it. after dat, oni the owner of the car appeared wit his two child in taekwando uniform! I scroll down the window and ask: Is dat ur car? He reply: Yes. I scolded, how can u park like dat. Cant get through it! Then, he jz throw me few irresponsible words: sorry, u got through it right? stil not moving? So angry, SHIT! I scold bec wat if i scratch ur car? U noe its dangerous! Can u b considerate! Den he jz ignore me n go into his car! really stupid indian!! BUt wen i get bec home tel mummy wat happen, she jz told me, don quarrel wit indian, they r crazy, wat if they come n scratch her car how!! And i was like ==''.. forget it lar...

But then, happy things come le... it will b a very bz day 2ml... i wanna go take a look at my future dog.. I decided to buy a mini chi hua hua for mummy... and fully financial support her.. coz i really hope dis dog can help her.. its not im rich.. my hand is super tight n my acc blank oredi!! but i stil think, mummy is more important than money!!! I love her~~



~ My future doggy... Haven think of the name... Can i call her MoNey dis time? haha...

27/3/2010

This morning, u told me dat her mum is dead... And u going to mourning for her tonight... my feeling is, erm... a bit of jealousy coz u going to meet her... but i'm totally understand dat, i should be generous enuf to let u go without any unhappy thought,btw, her mum treat u so good b4... so u muz go.. hehe... but if i'm really happy, den u should consider ur love to me again... coz i'm either an evil gal who like to c ppl dead, or a gal who don love u anymore.. haha... luckily, i stil will feel uneasy and also feel pity for them...

One of my former colleague's sis also jz dead... feel so sad for her too.. it just remind me, we should really treasure everyone around us. Things may dramatically changed any second. So, although sometimes will feel irritating... but i will treasure my mum, my sis and everyone... especially my mum... i have been abandoned her for quite some time.. now, i wanna treat her like b4... i've been busy for tuition, study, pat toh, for almost one year... seldom care bout her... now, i will reconsider my plan... mayb i will stay jb longer... coz i nvr know, wen will someone leave me, or i'm leaving someone...mayb postpone one more year... or even go KL oso come bec here very often!!! I love my family~~~

有时候觉得很烦

有时候真的觉得好烦，很想把自己关起来。。。手机也关掉。。。什么人也不找，也不给什么人找到。。。就快毕业了，很多人问我，毕业后想要做什么呢？我有自己的打算，要教补习先，带完我现在form4的学生。。可是，过后呢？何去何从？我真的要上KL吗？真的要抛下妈妈？我也不懂，只知道，我想逃。。我真的想逃。。。如果现在给我个机会，让我出国，我一定去。。。最好是到澳洲或纽西兰之类的地方。。。换个心情，再回来。。。我希望我有这般勇气。。。慢慢来，一年实现一个梦想。。。去年买车的梦想，实现了。。。明年的呢？

终于update咯！

刚考完时咯。。。几伤心的，因为考到几差。。不过没关系啦，久久就习惯咯！哈哈。。。最近真的是很忙，忙到。。。我还可以忙里偷闲，时间都排得满满的。。。明天要教十小时的补习咧！累都累到。。。可是，要买车了，这是代价咯！四月十五号，是我最后一张考试！人生里，最后一张！那种喜悦的心情。。。哈哈。。。为什么degree时都感觉不到呢？可能我早就预备了要继续读吧！degree的生活，和master真的不一样了。。。好累哦，好像顿时老了很多岁似的。。。
要买车了，很多东西都会改变，是好事还是坏事呢？不懂，这是我想要的，做都做了，就go ahead！不过，拥有自己的车了，我很兴奋，因为可以自己布置，自己照顾。。。不要后悔啦。。。是要有所付出的。。。像我的test 2就是这样，昨晚八点多才读书，真的是活该。。。
最近，发现了一件很有趣的事。。。我们的妹妹，都长大了。。我们也老了。。。妹妹们都有自己的blog。。。连fb的status也多愁善感。。。也有自己的心情想法，不能再把他们当作以前我眼中的小女孩那么看待了咯！要从他们的思想去思考。。。原来我以前也那么幼稚，那么的不会想。。哈哈。。。真的老了。。。383，我们老了咯。。。
就想赖着你，都跟你说了很好看吧！会不能自拔。。。现在看完了，真的很有失落感的。。。小言不是普通的帅，最近养成了一种习惯。。就是每早一定要听“只为爱上你”，听了整个心情都漂亮起来，像是自己沉浸在甜蜜当中一样。。虽然说小言和艾拉很配，但是我还是不希望他们在一起。。。他是我的。。。哈哈。。。